my density has popped me to you

Sunday was our 7 year wedding anniversary.  I truly believe in my heart that Jimmy and I were destined to be together.  First I have to give you a little back story.  I was born in Texas and lived there until I was 6.  Shortly after Jimmy and I started dating when where sharing our back stories he told me that his aunt and uncle lived in the exact same town as us at the exact same time.  My mom and his aunt even had the same doctor deliver his cousin and I, only a few months apart.  He told me that his family would visit them during the summer and go swimming at Lake Texhoma, on the exact same beach that we went to.  We very well could have been playing on the beach together but we will never really know.  

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12 year ago I met you (for quite possibly the 2nd time).

Our first kiss made me weak in the knees and my head felt like it was floating 10 feet above my body.    

We have been completely open and honest with each other since day one in every aspect of our lives.  Apparently that is a rare quality for most couples to have.  I can't imagine not being honest with you.

I wrecked your car after a month of dating and you didn't kick me to the curb.  But you knew it wasn't my fault so you had no reason to break up with me :O)

Within 6 months I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you.  I was willing to wait however long it took for you to realize you wanted to marry me.  I know that if we would have gotten married before we did we wouldn't have lasted.  But I would have stayed with you forever even if we didn't get married.  As long as we were together.

 

Your are everything that I want and need in a husband.  I can talk to you about anything no matter what the subject.  I can cry and scream, yell, act dorky, be a complete idiot and you still love me.  You hold me and calm me down when I am upset.  You have helped, and continue to help me become a better person by breaking me down and picking me back up. 

I have done horribly stupid hurtful things in the past and you have still loved me and stood by me regardless.

I have so much fun with you.  Like the time we followed the police chopper down the highway until we accidentally got caught up in the middle of a police raid on the north side of town.  OK that was 99% scary and 1% fun.  There is so much I have been able to experience in life that I wouldn't have been able to do with anyone else.

You gave me the most beautiful little girl in the entire world.  There are simply no words to describe how I feel about you being the father of my child.    

There isn't anyone else in the world that I want to spend the rest of my life with and I can't imagine what this world would be like with out you. 

My world revolves around you.  It always has and always will. 

It is because of you that I am joyfully living my life as a Jensen.

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To celebrate this wonderful occasion we went to Chili's for dinner last night.  Afterwards he took me to Target so I could buy a new purse.  I guess it is more of a bag than a purse.

 Love it!  It was on the clearance rack for 30% off.  Score!!  After I got it home I started to think it looked like I saw it somewhere else a few days ago.  And I did.  Meg from Whatever  just got a dolled up from The Pleated Poppy.

After we left Target Jimmy drove across the street to Mattress King.  We have had the same mattress for 11 years now.  We are in desperate need for a new set.  We have it narrowed down to two!  Gah, I cant wait!  Maybe my arms will stop falling asleep at night now.